Jesus said, “…
your heavenly Father is well aware that you need all these things.”
—
Matthew 6:32b (USC)
Running from the divine imperative — which is trudging the ancient
path of peace — from within and without — we, in our forlorn humanness, are
cast in the roles of deserters. We don’t know why we run. We just do.
Our innateness is
our failing. We lean on our own understanding. We trust ourselves.
By trusting
ourselves — which is truly no trust at all — for we give ourselves full
authority to change ‘the script’ on a whim — we land in deeper water than we can
endure.
We really do not
have a clue, but we continue aimlessly until we are broken; until we are so
tired or decrepit or vanquished of soul that we reach up, finally, for God — “God,
if you are there, help me, please... please!”
He is not our Lord
yet, but we are ready to receive help. We want to hear, and God won’t fail in
helping if we sincerely want to hear. He or she who is desperate to hear from
God will hear from him, alright.
We receive God when we find an inexplicable
peace run over us, even in the midst of a situation God doesn’t change. We are
given grace to handle our reality — to put one foot in front of the other until
life is easier again. Until that time, there will need to be a steady,
day-by-day reliance on God. We are stepping forward even though we are still in
the worst of our lament.
And, perhaps we
might pray that the tumult we are suffering will last sufficiently long that
relying on God becomes habit — what we instinctively
do for all the future to come. And, so to suffer for months is not bad in this
way. What we gain cannot be lost, ever. In enduring this trial, God has shown
us how to endure all things, by relying on a strength transcendently beyond our
own, again, hardly explainable.
But then we come
back to the scriptural context: worry over food, drink, and clothing. These
things, without any doubt, the Father knows we need.
So, in being at
peace with the inevitability of having our basic needs taken care of, we are
also wise to rely in the Source of all our provision — and to gratefully thank
the Lord at that!
***
QUESTIONS in REVIEW:
1. Make a short list of your actual
needs. How well does God provide for you?
2. How good is your thankfulness and
gratitude for the things God gives you?
3. If you haven’t yet experienced
God’s love in a real way, how might you make another real step toward knowing
him?
© 2015 S. J. Wickham.
Note: USC version is Under the Southern Cross, The New Testament in Australian English
(2014). This translation was painstakingly developed by Dr. Richard Moore, a NT
Greek scholar, over nearly thirty years.
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