The Lord Jesus said to the apostle Paul in his weakness:
“My grace is sufficient for you, for [my] power is
made perfect in weakness.”
— 2 Corinthians 12:9a (NRSV)
Only where we cannot stand in our
own strength can we depend fully on the all-sufficient grace of God to get us
through.
We could choose to depend fully on
this all-sufficient grace within some of our own strength—apportioned to our
determined obedience of surrender to the Spirit of God. But this is a rarely
taken option, when, from an instinctive viewpoint, we have strength to burn.
Why would we depend on the all-sufficient strength of the Holy Spirit when we
are already empowered by this same Spirit of God? This is the same
all-sufficient strength, yet manifest through our joy. This is mature belief,
yet not so routinely exercised, even in mature believers.
But we are more often plagued by
the propensity to rely on our own strength—for too long and for too far. Our
own strength is tantalising to us—to use what we’ve been blessed with.
This can be our biggest problem;
shutting God out because we have life sorted, “thank you very much.” This is
the Christian’s battle of self-sufficiency.
We are not alone. It is
uncharacteristic of our humanity to depend on anything unless by unhealthy
dependence of clinginess. We rather fall to be dependent on others or insist
upon being completely independent. Dependence on anything else than God and
independence are two poles we fluctuate between.
But dependence on God—the
all-sustaining power of the Spirit pulsating within us—is the superior choice.
And the paradox occurs that when we are brought to our knees in life, our cries
to God in no manner of our own strength redeem the almighty strength of the
Spirit to get us through.
***
I present
in my strength or by my weakness,
Only by
one am I known in meekness,
Strengthening
grace fills me when I’m bare,
This strength is my reason to
solemnly dare.
If I could
survive life all on my own,
By now I
guess I’d have been shown,
But the
grace in God gets me through,
This strength in my weakness is
every bit true.
***
The Christian battle of
self-sufficiency is common to every believer. When we subsist in our own
strength we have no need of the strength of God that operates through our
weakness. When we acknowledge our weakness we are empowered by the
all-sufficient grace of God to get us through any and all circumstances.
© 2012 S. J.
Wickham.
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