The presence or absence of a quiet heart is part of the way
that He shepherds us. The absence of His peace is the stuff of madness to me
and it always draws me home.
— Heather McEwan
COMING home to
peace; a peace that compels itself to our understanding because we cannot understand it. And Psalm 131 pictures such a
peace of humble acceptance; being perfectly prepared in a moment to return to
God.
Verse 2 says, “Surely have I calmed and quieted my soul;
like a weaned child with his mother, like a weaned child is my soul within me —
I have ceased fretting.”
There is a
direct link between a lack of peace — a tormenting presence — and that striving
we have to be better than others, to know better, and to do life on our own.
There is also a
direct link between a peace we have always hoped for — a calmed and quieted
soul — and a taking of responsibility for our own lives, which comes from
repentance.
Life was never
meant to be lived apart from God. Life was also never meant to be run according
to a rebellious heart.
When the
Shepherd marks out a way to live we are fools to ignore it. Yet, we inevitably
give it a go on our own. We need to learn the hard way, and we do.
***
There are
probably no guarantees in life, but this one I know to be the greatest
existential truth: peace within is peace with God.
Peace with God
is living according to the truth. To stray from truth is to stray from doing
what is right. Righteousness and peace are intrinsically linked. There are no
fewer than seventeen verses in the Bible that acknowledge this link.*
When we do what
is right we bequeath for ourselves peace. Obeying God’s law of righteousness,
though it sounds terribly old fashioned, never goes out of fashion. It never
changes. We only receive peace when we have done what is right. And to repent
is to do what is right. Perhaps to repent — to turn back to God, in truth — is the
only way of doing what is right. I am
satisfied that it is.
I am happy to
take responsibility for my life, for the things that I do and don’t do. For in
taking responsibility I, too, can sit like a child weaned of his or her mother.
In that moment of taking responsibility, or repenting, I have become mature,
for that moment. And peace is mine.
Peace within is
peace with God. Peace with God is doing what is right. Peace within is doing
what is right.
God’s shepherd
heart shepherds through this eternal law: do what is right to be at peace. To
follow Jesus is to make a decision to live that way each day.
© 2015 Steve
Wickham.
*Where righteousness and peace are linked in the
Bible: Psalm 72:2; 72:7; 85:10; Isaiah 9:7; 32:17; 48:18; 54:17; 58:8; 60:17;
62:1; Daniel 4:27; Romans 5:1; 14:17; 2 Timothy 2:22; Hebrews 12:11; James
3:18.
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