JESUS
is baptised, then he is immediately “led by the Spirit into the desert to be
tempted by the devil.” (Matthew 4:1) In
just the same way we’re led from our baptisms into much temptation from the
world — the devil’s clever instrument.
Then there’s the phenomenon of the still small voice of the Lord as he
affirms us in one arena of life, then comes the testing; and the temptations to
give up can come with seemingly ever increasing fury.
I
recall walking a local street in the local area proximal to the church I serve
at as associate pastor. This was within
a few weeks of starting. In that moment,
the Holy Spirit affirmed the move, and then confirmed the call — to this church. There was a geographical sense that this was the place. God gave me an
assurance that was unquestionable.
And
then I questioned. Over the ensuing
months I would doubt and wrestle and resist this call. Tests came left, right and centre. The first year was tough in many ways. And that testing continues, but then, as I
witnessed a baptism, Jesus’ baptism came flooding back — as a metaphor for what
was soon to take place — testing. Then I
saw afresh how I’ve come to be tested.
There was, in me, an instant recognition; a recognition of God’s perspective
— it’s not about me; it’s about my obedience.
In that moment I saw things as they actually are. Baptism brings us into the realm of spiritual
warfare: testing.
***
Testing
is designed to sanctify us. Anyone who
belongs in the Kingdom of God knows they wage war with a cunning enemy who
wishes to tempt us in many ways. But
these are only tests, to sift and to grow us.
Testing is a very real and very viable way in the Christian life. How else would we know that our faith is
real? We should never take testing
sullenly (though we’re forgiven if and when we do, for nobody genuinely enjoys
testing). It’s because God loves us so
much that he turns evils into our favour through our obedience. This is a truth we must wrestle with:
Nothing
can be against us in our being tested,
if we’re for God in our obedience.
if we’re for God in our obedience.
And
then this was remembered:
Isaiah 52:12
“… the Lord is going before you,
and the God of Israel is your rear guard.”
In
the Exodus account, the people of God were blessed two ways: they were being
liberated from Egypt and they were being reconnected to God. As they left that tyrannous land, they came
to know a protection that was insurmountably complete.
The
Lord literally surrounded his people with the love of his
perfect protection.
This
is the reason we ought not to be afraid or resentful in the presence of testing
— God has promised to never leave us nor forsake us. God has gone before us in affirming us and
confirming our way. He is also a very
near and very present Protection — our rear guard — as we serve out our calling,
committing to the Word he spoke into our hearts in the near or long ago past.
***
If God has
called you to an endeavour, it’s incumbent on you to keep going. If he’s called you to a place, it’s your
obligation to stay. If the Holy Spirit
has convicted you, that you must do.
But know that
God has not only gone before you in convicting you to his call; he comes behind
as your rear guard — the surrounding of his perfect protection — so you should
not be afraid.
Just keep on
stepping in obedience.
Whatever God
calls you to, he will complete; in you and through you — if you keep stepping.
© 2016 Steve Wickham.
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